Sometimes dark, sometimes bright. My status is this: in the moon for too long in that very question, to see the light as if experiencing a new beginning; may, in turn, very Mende in which the sun too long, hand, exposure to darkness A loose air. In any case, this is a new beginning, but also the beginning of the heart.
feet I seem to end up with a layer of glaze. It hung there, stiff, and the only my hand is hot, but my hand is in the typing, response to the instructions of the brain: I became a frozen machine. In the library today, I made a very strange dream. At that time, my body lying on the sofa, feet, sticks on the ground, legs and thighs form about 90 °. I began to dream, the dream began to be a football match. I and many people do not know to play with. I almost did not play, but in my dream I was running with. The more I play the more paralyzed foot, the ball not far away, I just do not touch on; coming and going, mud sputtering, my face pickled Za. I fell over and fell into a pit, how could not move. I woke up only to find my feet really paralyzed, because the sleeping position to suppress the foot. When M called me when I said also a strange nightmare: She dreamed that he was asleep in bed, and suddenly someone grabbed her neck. This is a breathtaking dream.
I can not tell dreams, sometimes dreams are the heart of the shade, sometimes the dream is a kind of clear. I try to persuade others to dream less, the brain beneath pure peace of mind, a good rest. I can not tell a dream, the dream is broken there. Dream for me, too real a; Sometimes I wake up, distributing the ashes of a sweltering dream, I thought: is it true? This seems to be true. But after a while, I know this is only a dream. Has not happened, but things seem to happen.
I am in school, but as in the jungle. Do not be surprised, I just think so. Weather is cold, chilly feet is the thermometer. Up and the sky seems lazy, white save the sticky rice as the water just off Amoy. This is a cool castle. Interpersonal relationship is the relationship between cats and dogs: who went to Dali who indulge in it.
I remember a book in the library, I long ago lost that a bookmark in it. Bookmark the words written on the Russians: a word of truth than the weight of the whole world to be heavy. Often, I would rather find a person to talk to, but that one did not blurt out the words but heavy. Like a heavy yoke upon pressure in cattle, and I become the bull. That sentence is the yoke. I do not know why I can live with such equanimity.
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desire and choice - can not bear in mind the light
cock movies stimulate desire, desire, long movie. The desire of the non-a thing, but the movie teach you desire.
as a movie fan, watching a movie, the total can not help but Xixu some. Really good film to express the human, the film entertainment business people. In the movie, who became a man; in the movie, people sometimes become works of art. We can find in the movie tears, pain, witty language, charming scenery, exhausted. Film is life, life is movies. We tried to find some love in the movie, the story of a cry. Sometimes, we imagine that he is the protagonist of that sorrowful lonely, or that the hero who happily. The aftermath of the roaring thunder of life, the next step is a sad music. Because it seems that happiness is too strong, and grief is the eternal theme: just like fireworks lit, leaving a lingering deserted. Or experienced a piercing, the feelings will gradually grown, the desire began to become a warmth, a fine deep water aria.
Juliette Binoche is the French. The French women seem to take some specialized explosive movie. The woman looked commonplace, like a woman walking down the street, but it fell to her a different charm. She took two classic films, one is Of course, she also played the protagonist of other films, such as Krzysztof Kieslowski's
has a story: Sky Goddess used in the thirty-six thousand five hundred, after the stone, leaving a piece of unused; that after casting a stone necklace, spirituality has been through, but Mingzhuantou , hiding between the stones of many ordinary, day and night upset. Later, a monk of a priest to experience some of this rock to earth. The stone is called Including the heart, we will have such a story. The end of the story or is disillusioned, entered a monastery; or is in the desire to find a balance among the points; is either live in the turmoil of desire. Of course, these are not really transcend desire. When you want to get rid of desire, you have the desire to get rid of desire?
film is the desire. This means that the film is still struggling with them, the characters were always exhausted. Thomas has a fixed lover Sabina, an open artist, like her fear of the kind of In a stable - chasing, and spirit - the meat, stirring - tranquil, the reality - dream among movie about the desire to appear. This means that the struggle began. Teresa (played by Juliette Binoche) because Thomas could not stand the kind of dissolute behavior, set off back to the motherland, with a dog Kalai Ning, leaving a letter to Thomas: life is very important, and you deal with life is so frivolous. I am a weak woman, I can not stand in your light. Instead of waiting to be abandoned you, it would be better as early as possible to return to their small country. When the desire to become a tear strength, people will inevitably make a choice. As the water encountered a stumbling block, or hit, and then black and blue. In the movie One injury, a bleeding or a tear, it seems a new option means, or means ease the intense inner struggle. In the She had saved the bridge met the man Lavan. They are crazy together. Among them floating free into spend. It seems dark desires, once close, as will divest himself become confused. The two men outside the building in the city, on a bridge, there is no settlement, no future. The future is an illusion. We are always in the moment the possibility of future fantasy. That may enhance our understanding of reality. That may be, to ensure that our peace of mind. When the desire to become an obsession, the choice is a struggle, a contradiction. Desire is the desired expectations. But in the world, appeared in another form: I love you, so I had to leave you. Are not the desire to achieve, or say, or be likely to eliminate the desire to create another form of desire. It was this description: We like Pepsi-Cola, we will rarely against it, said: Of course, in another emotional narrative, among them, a very brilliant dialogue, that is: I love you more than anything. Thus, love becomes a Gujue means. Here, the Zizek said the point of view, love is evil.
most hidden desires always belong to the scope of the night, people can not live in the dark, only in the night to explore. Showing the same day as the night, Thomas's logic is that a woman is a post, I want to open a bit but I had to hurry, in front of another. Among these two films, Juliette Binoche are the men suffered betrayal, but not the same form, one that is: I'm with you, but I have to put up with you again and again the derailment; the other is: I have lost you, but I still love you, I can not bear to lose you. In the movie, the so-called love and hate is a fine line. In With our free will to choose (of course, it was pointed out that the choice is not an option), we have chosen, of course, tend to more light and lively, rather than imposing himself put, the first yoke of repression. In the movie Then the accident occurred. They died, but it seems that happiness still continues. If they did not die, who knows if there will be a cycle of pain? This is really a mystery. In the movie, the desire is very complicated composition: jealousy, happiness,cheap UGG boots, sex, loss, anxiety and even hatred. When caught in the whirlpool, the choices only a pretext. Finally, let me say that often joke about it.
l the world's lightest things?
l cock.
l Why?
l With your mind as long as (desire) to be lifted.
l really light and easy to
Really? Desire to 3 1. 9
went to great lengths, and finally the translation of an article by Anderson finished. The key is not the quality of the translation, the key is to translate the side while I share the experience of Anderson inside. M went to Zhanjiang examination, Self; Self means that the work of an uncertain future, perhaps a better environment. Speaking of the environment, my friend Ebing was a few days in Beijing to find work, he said, to find the odd jobs are the bottom of the work. I just wash the clothes, excited: Zhanjiang there, Bauhinia flowers, and a clusters. Beijing cold Joseph up. Ebing described the past few days that People and dogs mating, as a food fight with. Eyeful desolate mountains, snow, it seems endless, it seems that this desolation can not break free.
my hand, as always frozen, and frozen pork to sell as the market, strawberry color. Roommates watching pornographic films in Japan. Speaking of pornographic films, the natural diversity: the heroine's vagina first plot is nothing more than some get on, and then is oral sex, or assisted a number of tools and the like, pure pleasure to rise to a level of access to technology; climax Female genital mutilation part is some kind of juice heated jet. Or, have a fake penis fitted with a miniature camera, observing the internal structure of genitals. Not to increase the desire but reduce the desire, sometimes pulling the viewer to see the highlight of the mouse. Huang watching films, patience seems to always be scarce. That desire to be there, holding the mouse may be achieved, but the result was not the case, the desire still at the shore. In love, we can quickly become an audience from a participant, like, always curious about: how to insert the thing is it? When it is inserted into what is like? Still so ugly? This shows that sexual organs are often their own way, and the brain separation. Organs like the protagonist in pornographic films, we lead the audience into watching pornographic films.
Some were keen to watch pornographic films before the show part of how Some used to have sex with their own fantasies, such as masturbation. Even if an entity with a real sleep together, in fact, still can not escape from the kind of fantasy elements: network, under government control, pornographic films always like to run in a secret passage. Everyone knows this hidden way. It is this hidden, in the form of pleasure and strength increased, but also because access to the means of universal, general smoking pleasure as always. By the way, we are smoking, not just caused by smoking, and perhaps there is another thing, this thing is like walking alone on a hidden channel, this channel discard the earthly troubles, like a meditation or meditation . 4 1. 10
what the answer is - Avanti, said: pocket hole
that maybe you've seen a lot of movies, tell the story of a family appeal (such as , The story of this person. I am learning English translation, before coming here, I see from some book, to contact with Western culture,Bailey UGG boots, we must study Shakespeare or I'm doing summer school work at the time, some girls know Ebing. At that time, Ebing like How could I forget? He read so deeply. We will be obsessed with something, and then indulge in imagining. Shakespeare's interpretation of a pile of stacked, just voluminous, but full of Shakespeare's works. We are always curious to know why this man, just thinking that in the end in mind. Why did he so? This is a mystery. We touch a lot of fables and fairy tales, we always need to understand the meaning behind them revealed, and even, we will search for the meaning of everything: what you say v? Your theme is it?
course, we do not understand, is natural to ask However, it is often the nature of some of the mystery. Like All a matter of course, the last few days I have been immersed in the movie. Now I can say something about this movie a few stories:
first story is about a crazy mom appeal and his son Jaycee Chan's interesting. In the spring of 1976, the south. Because they are a mad mother who abandoned sand Jiao Liao, that is called Alyosha (or Li is not empty) the person is a mystery: a Korean War attended the mother. He came to crazy mother, wanted her to sleep. Crazy mother said: was pregnant, that his son is Jaycee. Fast-paced movie, the scenery elegant, like a dream. Mom gone crazy shoes embroidered with fish, from mad: In fact, maybe she was abandoned at the moment, crazy in brewing (the kind that has permeated the quiet crazy being). Mad after, a series of bizarre thing happened: mad mom on the tree, with the Wenzhou dialect poetry reading, digging the stone, and so on and so forth. Crazy mother returned to normal after some caress his son's face, said something comforting words. This normal seems too normal, if there is going to happen, just like a person to commit suicide before dying, like a sudden change of individuals, become very rational very calm. Jaycee pick up in person (then is Tang Jiang Wen and his wife Mrs.) when the mother gone mad (perhaps dead), clothes and shoes on the river rafting. With Anthony Wong (the beam teacher) singing Indonesia's
1976 summer, the east. This story takes place in a school. This story, half of the bright half sorrow. Jiang Wen (Tang teacher) plays the trumpet and Dr. Bai Gua Linda Fu (Joan Chen plays a The horn on the third story appeared. Associated with the desire of this story: Liang favored by women (including Linda Fu), he said in an open-air movie touched a woman's ass, is all catching up with a flashlight. His teacher's house through the Tang, when Linda Fu teacher in the affair and Tang (Tang teacher shampoo, Linda Fu who dipped foam). During the Cultural Revolution that time, perhaps by suppression of human nature (touch the bottom is a big thing. Liang did not confirm whether he touched the buttocks, Tang teacher said: But this story is purely a dream, a memory about that time. During the Cultural Revolution, indeed tragic Lielie many things happened, but things in the past years (just as the sun will rise as usual). Panning years time, things will fade its entire outline into a montage of clips Mengyi Ban. The film belongs to director of a color dream, the dream did not fade the color, on the contrary, it becomes more bright and colorful, complicated and confusing. When the prisoners uncovered after touching bottom, Liang rehabilitated, Tang Liang teacher gave a gun. They discuss and Linda Fu to eat a meal, Tang horn blew again, the teacher, call Linda Fu to his room. Three of them coming out of the room, horn sounded again and again (trumpet is the voice of desire), followed by laughter continues, it seems that everything is happy, and behold, Liang has hanged himself (this is really a mystery.) In the fall of 1976, Tang teachers together with his wife in Southeast Asia has been delegated to the back of the Jaycee's hometown, is also the home of Don teacher. So the third story takes place.
this story and second story of the story seems to parallel lines, the synchronization occurs. Like two forked river, eventually come together. This story is like a seasonal return of the fish, once again returned to this village. The fall of 1976, the teacher becomes Tang Shu Tang (Jiang Wen), Tang Shu carrying his wife returned to the countryside. Mrs. Tang Nanyang back Garak did not like where this mountain, this place was so empty. Tang Shu with a bunch of kids a day go hunting horn sounded again and again, shots rang again and again, I heard the sound blunt cleanse the valley. Jaycee Chan (team leader) received them. Here, Jaycee is a child drifted haggard, ignorant of everything, seems silly to look like. Tang Shu playing chicken, day after day; lonely days and Jaycee Chan Si Hun Tang Sao together. It was a misty dream. Tang Shu guns to dilute the desire by (the fourth story, Mrs. Tang said that the letter received by Tang Shu, Tang Shu said to shoot the sexual intercourse), and have neglected wife. When Tangshu know Don Sao affair with the team leader, the go velvet, ready to shoot a team leader, let him die a plainly. When Tangshu figure out difficult words themselves of their guilt, after coming back from Beijing, it seems that everything subsided, behold, team leader said his wife's belly like velvet. Then gunfire rang again ... ... team leader is dead? This is really a mystery.
the gun, the fourth story here. This story shook the aging of the past. West in 1958. I have just said, the first story and second story of the road simultaneously, as the two rivers become the third story collection. The fourth story that is the source. This river is a source of start (fourth story), then fork into two rivers (the first and second story), and finally come together (third story). The source of the beginning of the story is that she and her crazy mom and Don rode together, toward the two roads. One way to cold, lonely, sad, mad mother appeared; the other a happy, lively, happy, everyone singing and dancing, rejoicing. Decision of this story to other stories, but the story is on the most at the end of the film. The time of this story first, but indicates that new (colorful among the Jaycee was born, the sun is rising.) Other end of the story is in the hope of being plunged into grief: The first story seems crazy mother recovered, and do not crazy, but as the water passes, the second beam teacher hanged himself in the midst of laughter, and the third Jaycee because the last sentence may be Bidiao out.
story finished, leaving only the mystery. Directed by Jiang Wen complaints about his own dream, the dream of a color. After reading it, everyone was talking about. The movie is said to be a fantasy film, a surreal film, a poetic film. Guess: in the end Jaycee's father who Alyosha? Don is perhaps the teacher, he worked a lot of ridiculous things, into the home under his son Jaycee Chan met. Alyosha was cut out to head only one photo. Also, Liang and hanged himself why? Jaycee Finally in the end there is no die? Movie title And so on and so on - leaving a blank. Like the controversial director Jiang Wen. This film, rarely in the history of cinema. Tarkovsky You might ask why the name A review of each film are full of meaning itself. Story is very fascinating, but talk about what the story behind it? This confused many people see, is beautiful, is beautiful, but it is appropriate, what is not a story to tell. This is similar to the Chinese poetry, it can be felt but not explained. Where such a movie theme? We are always looking for a theme, or why the story loose? We want to find a model to interpret the film, but it found that it seems like the water, with the change in the shape of the container. Thousand readers a thousand eyes of Hamlet.
things really as reliable? We live in the jungle of life, we do not know what is in front. But not that interesting in exploring the kind of passion and obsession among it? A film, always some point or three-dimensional image of a person - such a film, we see too much. Life itself is not a life outside the box than the explanation is more important? Who can teach us to live it? At that time, Ebing with a Sentence translation is: in one generation, a generation away, the earth forever, the sun rises, sun sets, The Sun Also Rises.
clean and bright screen the film, the characters clear. The film will tell some people, but real people; say something, these things are themselves interesting. Being in an interview, the director Jiang Wen said: should not be formatted. watching movies should be on the memory of the human mind. I feel is formatted modern people need to find something inside rushes. Maybe you did not understand what is the meaning behind it, but is no longer important. Finally, let us look at the story of Avanti. On one occasion, the teacher asked a question Avanti: There are four coppers, coppers and pocket the missing, what is there left? This answer can not satisfy the format of the soul, but the answer is not more real more interesting? 5 1. 13
Tuesday morning, the sun eloquent, just like a long time did not write things people suddenly had an idea, Xixisuosuo wrote a lot of things. Is that of the sun, it never showed up a few days, the sky is the god of chaos rule than a few days. Today it came out, as if to dry on something drastic, it is no doubt shed light Cheng Cheng Huang. Fourth floor to see the past, trees flash flash, swaying. I woke up from a broken dream. Every dream is a long story. Xiao-Jun hometown in Zhejiang, where he had a dream last night: dream he had come in Wonderland, dinosaur snake suddenly appeared in ... ... we desperately running numerous casualties, he came to see the snake bite him, ready to escape over the wall This time, a poison birds bit him, and then fall to the ground, distributed to them bleeding, he thought he was dead. Wake up.
very strange, sometimes we do not doubt a dream, especially when sober or not, even if slowly the pressure of cross God, or are not sure of the dream is not true: This is probably because of that dream True? Some dreams are real, more real than reality; because these dreams reveal what you really think that a time is difficult to tell whether it has occurred.
Ebing's last night, I took a phone call. We always talk. He has a look at He do not like Beijing, he missed time in Xinjiang. Entirely different people: a place where passion behind it, a place where it is cold and snobbish. He is now working in a nightclub, do cleaning, twenty dollars a box. He said: He then talking about his old man has been found in Xinjiang, a sister. He had met an old man in Xinjiang, Beijing elderly. The old man living in Xinjiang four years. Left alone to live in Xinjiang. And the only sister he had lost a four-decade-old, Ebing from Xinjiang to Beijing, to help the elderly to find a sister. When he was talking about this matter, I was immediately excited. Imagine a four-decade but not finally meet the person, and four years of vicissitudes, the two oldest old family finally met the two old people! I wish I could see above Ebing. I always advised him to come to my house. I said, where the New Year when we can talk together, listen to the sound of firecrackers at night, watching a play under the stage there is always a lot to eat, there is little flutter share; may be able to go to sea. He said, I'm at home there are often winter swimming. Together we can translate Anderson's novel. - I thought these things excited.
woke up around, the sun coming through from the east. Quarters for the east door. Dormitory balcony to look down, you can see the trees, the distant trees, full of flat road, and construction. I think that pretty little dream. Xiao-Jun is Zhejiang. From Shenzhen back to Zhejiang. He said the family had built a new house, but also invited me to his home. I think when you are free to look at Zhejiang. I was thinking about dreams, perhaps you did a lot of dreams, and perhaps little dream. There is a very common dream, the dream is to escape, or chase. Review the information I looked at some of the afternoon to test. But now, compared to me, a movie, I'm getting picky, and I find it difficult to find a good movie. Like a movie like the book, I imagined less.
is also the warm sun. My meal at noon, thinking to buy a few oranges North Pavilion. I always hides a few in my pocket, chewing the skin at once, while on the move. I saw a woman in her school and became a mayor. This woman has a perm, curly hair, straw-colored hair seemed to turn a shovel of soil. She has a little daughter. I remember one time I was in school part-time, and she went upstairs in the dormitory inspections. She spoke quickly, articulate, but often and say the words. She and her husband divorced, raising her daughter by her husband. Her tongue spoke, saying her husband lazy, do not want to do anything, she should give her daughter every time send money, call girls, but her daughter was always cold, even the She said: Now, when I see her, I remembered her story. I walked thinking: She and her daughter? - Work is always so exhausting, so that monotony.
I eat oranges, spit out the seeds. I wish I could meet anyone, and then talk about it, but I encountered nothing happens. Exam in the afternoon. Dense mass of the paper I write on a regular English characters, the teacher Rory ado about a lot of his experience was robbed: be careful! This society is very complicated mess. I seem like a sculpture, like a bottle of listening. Often students will be laughed Chi Chi: This is really strange! I do not know what is funny, in short, I develop my patience. Along the way, wind direction signs to tell you today, humidity, wind, temperature, other information. I walked into the restaurant looking for big sister talk about days. I always bought a pack of cigarettes. She said she did not forget a boy. She had a dream about her, dreamed of being chased zombies. Her fear most is a zombie. She always wanted to run, but the total escape. Is to be chasing a dream! !
reservoirs we stood outside the restaurant, the green sludge at the bottom shaking oblique light refreshing. Occasionally a bird pecking at a strip not far from the sound of stop and go on the grass.
her about her dream, her tempting period of the past: how to know the boy, and then talk about what is the fate, and finally how to be this emotional distress. While I was smoking while listening to the mood of natural ease.
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seems to have exhausted her, walking trail at the school, she wore a round belly, belly up as arch as a bridge.
Ebing, when I began to realize, often swinging with him. Ebing like reading, watching movies, work is not how law-abiding: a few days ago, he sat on duty post and looked at the book, and then sat and fell asleep. At that time, we spent a lot of good times, but also know a lot of people.
winter I stayed, he would face this woman. Staying in school this summer,UGG shoes, I join with Ebing, Gesanchaiwu met this woman. Things to talk about last winter:
I can to stay in school, as always, get a part-time in the school. I was on duty in a building where the post to see the computer. This is a non-strenuous work, sitting there looking at duty post on the line. I called the girl to work with Henna Xinjiang. Originally, I started with girls is not, and Xinjiang, and I volunteered to be with her. Henna was a large eye, she has the kind of enthusiasm and happiness in Xinjiang. She sometimes twinkling eyes, smile especially brilliant.
me and Henna, there is another with a female dorm. The building has a cat-shaped outside flower beds planted with small red flowers and small trees. The three of us joke wind. Female dorm like dumplings, her smile up to his eyes, is really cool Lang. Sometimes she would say about her husband, or some unpleasant experience. Old wife's mother always told her she was picky,UGG boots clearance, and eccentric, is not good for her. She also thought about the divorce yet. But they have a daughter. I sometimes like to tease that Henna daughter to play. Henna sent a doll to her. I get a tree in the downstairs of a lantern to her. These lanterns are hang in the school to welcome the New Year. Morning shift, when I bought the morning breakfast (bread, porridge, boiled eggs), and then look at a book in English - Anderson's I sat on the bed, nice and warm sun spread in the body. Some South Koreans have been here. They slung bags, ready to take the bus. I rarely see the Korean people, is particularly curious. Korean girl fashionable dress, stockings on the vague exposed thigh. At work, in addition to outside reading, I like to say a few Wuqibazao female dorm thing, I fabrications many stories, some of these stories on my own, some on patrol on bicycles other students in the school .
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